Redemption

I’m wide awake

For long I’ve been lost deep in a long slumber

But now my life is influence by my long hunger

I see all the lands that I’m destined to conquer

I’m no longer sad

I can no longer mourn for what it’s already gone

Sadness is no longer part of me even when I’m alone

The obstacles of life that hinder me are now gone

Riches awaits me

I’m not poor I’ve got everything that was once lost

My life can no longer be controlled by the past

The hunger for success in me will forever last

Control is mine

All enemies that once pulled me down

Are the slaves that in my hands now I own

As all the battles which I’ve fought have been won

Victory is mine

All my dragons in the field have roar

Marching toward victory because I’ve won the war

The world is beneath my feet like it’s my floor

Drowning in my Tears

 Time has passed since my heart you broke

It’s been long time since you left me

Each night I become lonely and weak

Missing your presence missing your kiss

I can’t stop asking myself questions

Asking myself why did you leave me

To face all this loneliness and depression

Asking myself who is with you now

I just wish I could just see you now

But maybe it’s how it was meant be

Me and you are better when we are apart

But it seems more like you are better

Its seems you have move one without me

I just can’t stop thinking of you and me

Everything around me reminds me of you

May be one day I will be redeemed

Saved from the pain that’s destroys me

But until that days comes,

I will endure every pain that caused by you

While you be happy with your life

With my heart Torn away from you

I will suffer with every pass of the time

It’s the path that I will gladly take

For me and for the love’s sake

Without you my future doesn’t seem clear

Forever I keep drowning in my own tears

Poet: Edson Morningstar

My High School Crush

Sometime in the past

A young me during my high school time

On top of my tower there came a beautiful dime

A beauty that clearly captured my heart

Her presence easily froze the time

Standing on the longest tower

For no reason I couldn’t help it but stare

Her motion was like the movement of butterflies

Her smile was like the one of an angel in the sky

With the wave of her hand my lips were easily frozen

Trapped in silence not knowing I was falling in love

Satisfied with her sight Like a fool I ignored all the signs

Till I Came to realize when it was too late

She was already gone taken by fate

I wish I could take things in a rush

She now remains as my high school crush

Poet: Edson Morningstar

The Song Of the Fallen

From childhood growing up

My life has always been of high hope

Hopes of one day to be on top

It’s what I’ve always dreamt  it’s what I saw

Not only did I see, but the eyes around me saw

Saw the person that one day will rule the world

Saw the angel that will bring salvation

Not knowing that my fate was never decided

As choices are the only thing that controls us

'Cause there is no fate or destiny only us

We and our desires we and our ambitions

The choices that I made, now comes to haunt me

The glory days have turned to nightmare frightening me

Those who were beside me have clearly abandoned me

Lost in a crazy world, I’m now left on my own

The angel that brought light and hope

Has now fallen

Poet: Edson Morningstar

A letter to my lost love Video

A leter to my lost love

Dear Love

Although it’s been time, Memories still remains

Memory of your love, The memory of your lies

I still remember every kiss, I still remember every hurt

Every time you say I love you. My heart jumped with joy

And every time you touched me, saw forever that never were

Every promise you gave me, I held it deep in me

Love filled my mind, Not knowing to you was just game

I fell deep in your lies

Now I’m stuck in this strange world

The world will with loneliness and emptiness

The world of darkness and fear is where you left me

I still remember you, like it was yesterday

I still miss you like nothing happened

I just wish you all the best in life

It’s me your love

Poet: Edson Morningstar