Of the never again pt 2

m laughing, but my heart is is deep sorrow
My body is becoming weak to follow
Evrynight im afraid to sleep for the fear of tomorrow
For what was once my happiness turned into sorrow
What once was my heaven to hell is where i go
The more i keep trying to keep this love safe
Slowly i realize that i keep loosing myself
A believer of love i ignore the pain that i have
Frightened by loneliness i hold on to this emptiness
I can't hold on to this this feeling called love
I can't hold on to this pain that I have
Its time to let go of this emptiness
Time to move on to tenderness of loneliness
Im not hoping to see you again
Im not hopind to ever be with love again
Finally I've decided to let go of the feeling i held on
It's time to let go, im letting go of the never again.
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Poet: Onesmo Ndile