My Way

As i lie in my lonely bed
I start thinking of the way
The way to a brighter day
Which i seek in each and every way
Cause its clearly I've lost my way
Drowning in the devil's hands
Growing up beside a church
Has never kept me away from sins
Sins that destroy me from within
I wonder if heaven thinks of me
If Ever will i sit there
Singing beside angel Gabriel
Though when my eyes close
I see the scary gates of hell
Wonder if my sins will wash away
And see the light of that day
The day i seek in each and every way
Friends that i have made
Lovers that i had, forever in my head
Fun that i had, time that i have wasted
Brought me to my hatred
hating none other than my self
For bringing my self to this day
The day that has no way
I hope i will find a way
The day that i will be awaken
Out of this lonely bed.

Poet: Onesmo Ndile
Year: 2015